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hai..actually i don't know how to speaking and writing in english..sometime i understand in english but sometimes i can't understand..but i try my best write in english..my english grammar so bad and i not have confident to speak and write in english..my english??uuhh..!!how i can continue for my study if my english grammar is so bad..???now,english is international language..everyone must to learn english.i feel afraid because my english grammar very bad.sometimesi became stress if i think about my english.sometimes ,i think why i damp to learn english..??i feel disappointed with myself..i don't know what i write is wrong or not..if my english grammar is wrong..i'm sorry..i hope u all can understang what i write..umm.bye..